Appreciation video

Baru balik kerja malam, today is sleeping day. And I don't have any plan, cuma malam nanti nak lepak depan TV tengok final big stage.

Malam tadi, quite smooth. Tak busy. Can take a nap. Reply ws. Scroll ig. And etc.

Patient yang share same date birthday with me, still on Ryle tube. Feeding 3 hourly. And still on iv infusion GTN, BP still high. Plan for MRI Brain and CTCA today.

But he quite, okay.

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No breakfast for today. Kedai nasi lemak tak buka. Malas nak masak. Tunggu lunch nanti, plan macam mana.

Still counting for pay day. Btw, malam tadi fill up locum form. Senyum. Rezeki. Saving. Next year, nak beli kereta baru. Nak tukar kasut kerja baru. Nak beli oven, ehh. Tiba tiba.

Doakan tau, kita istiqamah, saving duit, untuk kereta baru tahun depan. Tak sabar. Tapi still tak reti nak drive. Kahkah. Gelak.

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I got video. Some sort of appreciation video. Thanks a lot. Rasa macam nak post kat ig. Nak post dekat sini, still lagi tak reti. Tapi, takpe, sokay. Terubat lahh sikit, hati yang panas. Tapi takdelah panas sangat, diri sendiri yang suka nau, cari hal sendiri. Padan muka. Video yang sebelum ini pun tengok buat sakit hati. Denial phase. Rasa macam dirobek. Nak buat macam mana kan. Biarlah.

Walau pun pahit, ada lahh, manis. Suka.

Okaylah, rasa ngantuk, but nak sambung tengok kdrama. Semoga hari ini, hari yang seronok even, lepak kat rumah.

Sincerely your fav nurse.