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Wednesday, August 15, 2018

Rindu

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Dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani.

Salam rindu sangat.

Hai semua, berhabuk sangat blog ini. Dan tiba tiba rindu nak menulis. FYI, I wrote this entry using my phone. Haha. Kiranya dah upgrade sikit, ada improvement. Sekarang pun dah pandai guna maybank2u. #BanggaSangat.

Okay, status:
Yeah, I am still single. Kahkah. You know what satu batch dip pun dah masuk baby yang ke dua. And I still searching. Jujur lah, dekat hospital tu ada jugak yang berani nak mampus masuk jarum. Quite funny jugak that boy, tapi macam tak respect pun ada jugak, he is nice but, minus 100 marks due to he VAPING, sayang gila. So, he I struggling to ask me for dinner, hangout, tapi Ntah, tak kena dengan jiwa. Mungkin sebab vape. Kantoi, semua I am good stalker. Hee. #Beware.

And I got one boy, that I start to like him. But, takde jodoh mungkin, you know, I already put his name in my doa after solat. Kahkah. #EffortMestiAda. Tapi apa kan daya, ajal maut, jodoh pertemuan semua Allah yang decide. If he is for my, insha Allah. If not, don't worry wahai nurain sayang, akan ada someone yang akan datang, lebih baik.

And to who, always put my name in your doa, keep pray hard for us. Hee.

Next, as a nurse:
Alhamdulillah, gaiss. My wishlist to working in special area, was achieved. Cuba teka, which department? Tadaaa, ICU department. Seronok, tapi struggle nak mampus. But, I still alive and put weight. Stress. Sebab, banyak benda tak tau, macam bodoh gila, benda simple pun tak boleh ingat. Time to time, I learnt more from others, from strangers to akak sayang. I try my best to be a good nurse at ICU. Susah beb. Once in a year, case yang heavy nak mampus. Then, kene ingat steps procedure. Tak masuk lagi nak dilute inotrops. Pastu nak buat calculation, ada yang nak dalam mcg, mg, g. Gi mampus wehhhh. Susah, nangis? Yes, I am, crying a lot. Alone. Padan muka, sape suruh nak turun ICU, rasa kan nurain sayang.

Ada masa, ICU full, kau nak passing urine pun fikir 4 5 kali. Kalau kerja petang, asar Dan magrib mesti sekali kat rumah, dengan isya. Letih. Sangat.

Tapi once Kosong, kau boleh keluar masuk pantri berkali kali. Layan korea berkali kali, usha ig twitter banyak kali. See, ada jugak masa. Takdelah kejam mana. And I hope, I will be a fav nurse at ICU. Kah kah.

How emerald? Still in my heart, tapi dah tak jadi priority, why? Ntah, mungkin ada incident yang tertentu buat hati terguris, masa before turun ICU. Sumpah, lepas tu tak pandang belakang lagi. Move forward. I will be a good nurse. Sekarang pun, dah jarang tanya khabar diorang, Ntah, tunggu lahh hati ini reda sikit, tunggu lah hati ini ikhlas sikit. But, I still miss my fav Dr.

How my housemates :

Okay, still takde idea nak tulis pasal housemates. Postponed boleh? Hee.

Setakat ini sahaja. Still tak tahu nak masuk kan gambar, macam mana. Hahaha. For those yang silent reader, can you pray for me, put my name in your doa. Thanks.

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